Nightmares

Man, still kind of shaken up. I just woke up late, I didn't miss anything but some homework time, but the dream was, unsettling. It, I don't even really know why, it was me and some other people who were my friends, like 4 other people in all, who went to a movie. But not at a theater, it was at my house, in Augusta, in my bedroom. We started in the parking lot, well, a parking lot on campus at WSU. I don't know why it bothered me that much, maybe just because I don't really have that many friends, and all those people made me feel uncomfortable.
Well, get this, we took a 20 question depression test in my psych class, and I got a 69, I think, it was in the 60s. And 60 to 70 is moderate to severe depression. How about that. I don't really feel depressed, but I am pretty miserable, I get lonely alot. The girl in front of me had a 35. Granted I was in a bad mood, so that might have affected my anwsers. Oh well.
Oh I wish I knew what it was about that dream, I just feel like going back to sleep and resuming my dream so I can duke it out with what's bothering me. I did watch that episode of "Shootout" with the 2 heavily armed California gunmen, I'll bet that didn't help. I even knew it while I was watching it "you're gonna have nightmares aren't you?" ...
You know what I've figured out? You have the most vivid dreams when you oversleep, or when you sleep and you're not really tired. If I could always have dreams that were so fun and exciting, I'd probably just nap in all of my spare time. Dreams are nice, becasue you're always back to square one when you're done. Nobody gets hurt, nothing gets broken.
If I still had my girlfriend, I'd get a big long hug from her, that always used to help. And how terrible; now that I don't have a girlfriend, there's really no cure for being shaken up like this. Just have to kill some time and try to forget about it. I pity the next girl I date, she is going to have quite a tangled mess of nightmares and bad memories to dig through. It's like a lottery, the longer I go single, the bigger the stakes get, the more happens. When I do find that girl, it won't take her long to ask "what's wrong?" and I'll only be able to laugh nervously and act like I didn't hear anything.